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It's 5AM and I'm supposed to be sleeping on the bed, but I can't. Assignments have driven me crazy. I feel like I'm not the kind of person who fit which college life. I mean I don't know how to manage it, I cannot control myself to commit with my plan. Everything is messed up just like now. I still haven't finished my homework and still lack of sleep. Questions stick in my head. How can I get out of this situation. How can I finish every assignment but still enjoy my life with gym, movie, music, stuff,... I really don'n know. I have a lot of stuff to do, or want to do. I want to improve my skill so bad, but maybe it's not that too bad for me to overcome myself. I need more ambition to put me on such an effort of trying and improving. I'm so scared that I cannot fulfill my dream with this current situation. I need to change. But how can I do that?